what makes you think or thought of you

the word girlfriend is only mentioned three times in the entirety of my notes app collection

2,916 written forms of something 

2,916 accounts of cardiovascular arson

2,916 goosebumps 

and only three account for this one word 

which i am only now just learning 

and by the way none are about you 

so in my 7,331 days of life 

of never using the word to describe who i am 

what makes you think 

i can learn this on my 7,331st day of living 

what makes you think

i can do this 

(what makes you think of me)

how do i multiply the three by the amount 

of times i’ve kissed you 

or thought of you 

or licked your eyes with mine 

or said your name out loud 

or thought of you 

or thought of you 

or thought of you 

what makes you think (of me)

i can do this